Even if you are someone who isn't aware of this Spiritual journey we are all on right now, you are feeling the layers of the onion being torn away daily. How could you not???

We are obviously ALL going through the Dark Night of the Soul, even if we've done our major purge. Those of us who have done our major purge are still going through little ones with everyone else's major awakening. 

The theme for me this week has been feeling like I'm mourning the loss of the living. Yes. I feel like people who are still living have crossed over from my life. It's a very odd and sad feeling. And it's not like it hasn't been happening for a couple of years now, and it's not like it hasn't been happening with some of the people I love the most in the world. I feel like I have lost many loved ones who haven't crossed over, physically. 

They seem to be lost in their "own" world. It's not for lack of love, it's just where people are right now. Looking out, it seems to be lack of doing "their" work. Or, the overwhelming realization of the "work" they have to do now. 

I realize that not everyone will be a part of our lives forever. As they say, sometimes people are in your lives for a season. Yet, when it's some of the people you loved the most, it's hard to let go. I did ask God to bring me "my" people, "my" tribe. I guess I didn't think that meant some were going to leave. And it doesn't necessarily mean it's permanent. They may return in this lifetime. I know it's to help me grow more, as I feel like that's all I've been doing. Exponentially so…..

I'm definitely being pulled through my traumas of feeling like I have no one, no help, no love, no support. I know I have it infinitely from the other side. And, I know they are trying to show me the ones who are coming into my life to show me new life patterns. I did ask. I am in midst of receiving. 

So, I've written this for those who might be feeling this loss, and may find some comfort in this blog. There are others feeling the same odd and sad feeling, too. We are all just being called higher. Some of us read more of the book than others, that's all. On to the next chapter….

Love, Light and Blessings,

Julia